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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
19 May 2009 it seems like my ownself is leaving my body. i dunno wats inside me now. am i changing? changing myself to suit others? changing to better or worse? it seems like im walk further and further. can anyone get me back ? wats wrong with me?  dunno why im feeling alot of stress right now. bgr? studies? friendship? i dunno !! but it seems like im becoming more and more tiny. and the books are becoming bigger and bigger. im becoming breathless.. CA is around the corner, wat should i do? im horribly missing my ITE life. I MISSED THE PAST ! 9 girls go shopping, movie, chill, slack together. i missed tat kind of freedom. find poly doesnt suits me. im treating my classmates like my brother and sisters. showing them care and concern tat i can give. am i doing too much or being calefare? will they appreciate me? sometimes i find myself hard to click with people. am i weird or wat? issit becos i came from ite or issit becos im turning 20 this year? or i shouldnt treat them as brother and sister? am i being too immature? or am i tinking too much? if anyone of you doesnt like the things i do, tell me. i can change for the better. but not for the sake of you only. is for the sake of everyone. im not afraid of being hurt. i would even thank you for telling. will anybody understand wat im undergoing now? who's able to help or guide me through all tis? should i leave or should i stay ? more and more why, how, what, who is coming to me. can you pls kindly get away from me? pls. i'll appreciate it if you do so.. dying day by day... blogged @ 7:34 PM with
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