30 August 2012

Tiring day again.

Left house early today for work.

MRT station was so packed! But i managed to get onto the 2nd train.

Not much things happened today..

After work, went to watch "The Expendables 2" with Andi, Panny & Vanessa.

They seems to be pushing me towards Andi.

Well, Andi and I can get along quite well, becos I take him as kinda good friend.

We're seriously nothing.

After the movie, Panny doesn't seems to talk much with me.

I'm not sure if she's tired or what.

I'm paranoid.

Or am i too naive?

Started to hate myself, my life, my work and my workplace.

I don't know. At this period of time, I guess i only want to be alone.

I don't want to trouble Huiyi as her exams is coming soon.

Sigh. The only place i can talk to now is here.

My blogspot.

29 August 2012

Today inside office, that guy keep making those annoying noises.

Seriously feel like asking him to shut up.

ARGH!

Same as yesterday, tons and tons of work. Sigh..

After work, meet up with Guodong and went to raffles place "The Arcade"

thought to change TWD currency for my up coming taiwan trip on 15 Sept.

Well, when we reached there, those money changer already closed shop.

So we walked to suntec city hoping to check out their rates.

Ended up, they're under construction. =.=

So we headed to shaw tower "Ah Loy" for dinner.

Yummy Fried Glass Noodles. (My all time favourite! <3 p="p">

28 August 2012

Finally I managed to woke up early for work!

Quite heavy rain when i reached city hall.

So i took out my umbrella as i need to walk to my office building.

Before crossing the zebra crossing, i check left to make sure theres not car.

As im crossing the road, suddenly a taxi turned in (quite speedy) and stop right infront of me.

DAMN! Im so damn SHOCKED!

I nearly got bang by that cab! And tat uncle wave at me like "pai seh ah".

WTS! Im so damn pissed!

Its crazy at work! Tons and tons of work waiting for me.

Urgent XBRL, "chim" accounts waiting for me.

OMG! shag!

After work, accompanied Jennifer together with Panny we went to Bishan to collect our colour contact lens.

While over there we had causal chinese cuisine.

While dinner-ing halfway, the seller called Jen and she went over to collect the contacts before eating dessert.

Dessert was a mango pudding with mango.

Its damn sour! OMG! Sigh!!!

Bad day i guess..

Photo of the contact lens.

27 August 2012

Late for work again!

Since last Thursday. Sigh..

Rushed to work like a aunty.. ><"

Hate it man! Promised myself tomorrow I'm gonna wake up early!

Then can walk slowly like a queen to work!

During work (toilet break) & lunch with the girls,

Our main topic is about Yande and I (on last friday dinner)
Then they starting saying during their convocation, Yande actually bought flower for a girl he liked.

then Jen asked me if im jealous.

my ans is....i dunno..

I felt its too early to fall for him! and i don't want to get into relationship!

Guess my mind is playing a fool with me.

Please don't play psychology game with me.

Please don't 害我, cos i don't wanna hurt anybody.

530pm!! Finally end work!!

But stayed back to do something cos just now do wrong things!

Then had dinner with Cheryl and Andi!

Where? Raffles City Watami again! LOL!

Had been eating Watami for past few days too!

Kinda sick of it already! LOL

At the same time, going broke too.. Pay fast come in pls~!~!!! XD

Reached home around 9:10pm.

That funny Glenn, asked me go Bedok inter find him.

Crazy! I just reached home!

Still got time to do mask! Hehes!!

Face look like shyt now!! So many pimples

Luckily got Jen ask my 美丽顾问! LOL!

Thanks!!

-Off to do mask! (:

26 August 2012

Today stayed at home be 仔女! 

Washed my bed sheet and etc..

Managed to watch Break-dawn part 1!!

Like finally!! XD

Also uploaded Cheryl, Jennifer & Vanessa's convocation photos!

I must once again say, I REALLY GOT EDIT THOSE PICS!!

Erm, lightings actually. Hahas.. and added 2 special pics for you girls! <3 p="p">

25 August 2012

Finally my long awaited weekend is here!

Supposed to meet Xuan Hao & Daniel for Kbo session.

But didnt go, neither the dinner XH suggested. Cos Daniel was cropped up with something else.

And sis last min planned to watch "Brave" with Jayden & Javier instead of Sunday.

So Guodong & I headed to Tiong Bahru Plaza to buy the tickets then head to sis's place to pick them up.

What i planned is to walk to the mall as its rather near to her place.

Ended up due to the kids disobedient, we took a cab through and flow.

While at the mall, the kids was rather playful other than the movie.

Looking at Jayden, a lot of thoughts hit my mind.

I started wondering if we had spoilt him.

He throw temper and don't want to go home.

I started being worried for him.

The moment we reached home, we're totally exhausted.

and headed to bed.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. (:

Goodnights.

24 August 2012
Finally Im back on Blogspot!!

After sooo long..

Had being busy working ever since graduated!

Start work on 5 March 2012 @ BakerTilly TFW LLP

During break, dined in with Cheryl & Jen at office to do some of their grad stuffs.

After work, stayed back to OT abit cos late for work today.. T.T

Dinner with Panny, Vanessa, Cheryl & Jen's Friends (Wayne, Alex & Yan De) @ Watami (Raffles City).

Enjoyable dinner. Just tat, Wayne played a dare on me.

It makes me felt so embarrassed! T.T

Before heading home, we went Cold Stone for some ice-cream!! <3 p="p">

Im truly sorry for what had happened.

I shouldnt have walked away.

I should have be more understanding.

I shouldnt have force you.

I am just too afraid to lose you again.

I have been so self centered which i shouldnt be.

I should have care about how you feel and appreciate you and people around me.

I seriously regretted.

Please tell me what can i do to make up to you..?

Please dont hate me..

Please.

17 October 2011

Back to school!

Tis is the final semester of school already!

Just 6 more months I'm gonna graduate!!

Suddenly feel so weird.

I dun see any familiar faces around anymore.

Miss Sabrina and Zheng Guo so much..

Miss them hanging around throu the previous sem we didnt get into the same class.

Now left with me and Zhimei fighting for last sem.

Must Jiayou!!!

15 September 2010
meet up with Jolyn & her BF @ T2.
then we had dinner @ sampang bedok.
Thanks for sending us back! (:
guess would be seeing you on the 20th? (:


still having headache for May's wedding.
i cant find a white dress tat suits me!!!!
HELP!!!! ):

9 September 2010
Finally im free from studying!!!
muahahahas...
but IFA paper was rather hard for me? ):


14more days my sis is going overseas le..
hais..
later still got work.. ):

18 June 2010
patience leads you throughout your entire life.
you need patience inorder to earn your respect from others no matter at work/studies.
its also wat you need inorder to have a long lasting relationship.
maybe in the past, i lost my patience.
so demanding, such a spoilt brat. im sorry to everyone.
but now, i'll try my best to be as patient as before.


Issue of being KPO.
if you were to said sorry, then why in the first place you wanna do such a act?
wat for you wanna start a rumor which is so untrue to hurt others?
what did you gain?
you started spreading the rumor for 1week plus and
acted infront of me as if nothing had happened.
and as if i dunno wat you had done behind my back.
you really tink i dunno wat you're doing behind me?

11 June 2010
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO HAOYI!!!
this is the 4th birthday i celebrated with you.
hope you're happy through we're not together.
may all you birthday wishes come true ya! =)


things changed after wat had happened.
maybe like wat you said MLM kills.
it doesnt only kill friendships.
it also kills relationship.
alot of things is beyond our control.
its control by fate.
still, lots of blessing to you.


loves;
crystal

28 May 2010
Busy working recently...
tis elearning week is damn horrible for me!!
damn lot of things to do.
guess wat, i haven start revising for the upcoming common test!
ARGH!!!


the truth is always ugly.
watever you said is all lies, you said you wont but eventually you did.
action speak louder than words.
again and again you disappoint me.
watelse can i still say.
once, there's people saying, if the person really love you.
wherever you wanna go or wanna do, he/she will follows.
if you dun wan, he/she wont force you to.
when a person agreed to be with you, its becos he/she love you for who you are and
not by looks then later changing your character.

16 May 2010

梁文音 - 爱一直存在
[[Meaningful song]]

那天我扬起帆
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来
虽然我脸上看不出来
天空一样蔚蓝 却换了多少云彩
那时的 你让我幸福百分百
是否为我等待
我知道我的爱一 直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都 会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
站在你的门外 我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来
但我想你一定都明白
时 间过的好快
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百
我应该怎么猜
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依 赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待 和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依 赖多不想say goodbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待 和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
爱一直存在

15 May 2010

working today.tired.

there's sadness and laughter in the cafe.

inside cafe, things get settled before you leave. e.g. quarrel

i feel happy while being with them.

they bring away my unhappiness and stress;

expect work stress. i can see from their ACTION tat they're trying to lighten up my load.

thanks people. seriously appreciate it. =)

yest sab show me a "colour phone call".

if you had watch the movie "Love Matters" you should know tis.

its started like:

I heard the phone go green, green, and then i went pink up the phone and said yellow.

Blue's that? White did you say? Aiyah, wrong number.

Don't purplely disturb people and don't call black, ok?

then today i told my colleague. they're like laughing away.

hahas. simply love them all. <3

14 May 2010
(the day i make up my mind, is the day i close my gate of heart.)

Time to blog!!
-School-
Recently kinda busy with school work..
Tons and tons of project work.. WTH?
is tis really poly ?!?!?! argh!!! STRESS AH !!!
tis sem got 6 module. SIX!!! can die lahs..
im kinda regret for not taking taxation during ITE.
and guess wat, i have to take COSTING (the subject i hated the most) tis sem!!
i got to put in damn lot of effort as tis sem time really flies damn fast !!!
JIAYOU CRYSTAL LEE!


-Work-
Hilmi had left us.
More and more responsibility i have to take up. Same goes to Wana.
Simply hope people will appreciate what we had done for the cafe.
Hope people would understand the stress tat we're going through as students & SL.


-Love-
1 word. confused.
why do you keep saying you wanna get back to me when you're not doing anything.?
i prefer people who show by action than by saying and no action is taken.
come on, be a man and do the right thing tat you tink you're suppose to do.
so there wont be any regrets.
day by days, feelings will just fade off like tis if you continue to wait for the other party to move.
in life, there wont be an angel nor helpful hand tat will be there for you 24/7.
you have to open your eyes and learn wats right and wrong.
who's the one with intention, who's true and who's hypocrite towards you.
Time to grow up;

16 April 2010

Recently alot of things happened around me.

i lost 1 BFF. she used to be a very good friend of mine, but not now anymore.

i believe nearly everybody saw my FB tat my bf and i broke off already.

im fine. really. i feel like a free bird who just got release from the cage.

i doesnt want to talk abt tis 2 issue anymore.

i had enough. i need a break.

people doesnt know its it feels when things doesnt happen on them.

they doesnt feel the pain and etc, yet they said they understand.

joke huh. i find it a joke, tat is not funny at all.

tis is then i realised, only ppl who really cares about you stay by your side to comfort you,

make you wake up from your mistake and not nagging at you nor put the blame on you.

only people who have the same tinking as you knows wat you want.

and only your family member will really try their best to help you,

family members are people whom you cannot choose,

but yet who will always stay by you to help you,

make the picture clearer for you to see when you're lost,

they doesnt cheat you, they care abt you though they scold you like mad,

beat you when neccessary but they meant you well and the best part is

they'll always love you no matter wat happens.

i love my family.

thank god for giving me such a wonderful family, especially my sisters.

without them, i doesnt know wat i would become today. seriously.

thank you.

15 April 2010

4 April 2010

Song with meaningfull lyrics.

后来 by 刘若英

后来

我总算学会了

如何去爱可惜你早已远去消失在人海

后来,终于在眼泪中明白

有些人一旦错过就不再

桅子花白花

瓣落在我蓝色百褶裙上

「爱你」你轻声说

我低下头闻见一阵芬芳

那个永恒的夜晚

十七岁仲夏

你吻我的那个夜晚

让我往后的时光每当有感叹

总想起当天的星光

那时候的爱情为什么就能那样简单

而又是为什么人年少时

一定要让深爱的人受伤

在这相似的深夜里

你是否一样也在静静追悔感伤

如果当时我们能不那么倔强

现在也不那么遗憾

你都如何回忆我

带着笑或是很沉默

这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞

后来我总算学会了
如何去爱可惜你早已远去消失在人海
后来,终于在眼泪中明白
有些人一旦错过就不再

你都如何回忆我
带着笑或是很沉默
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞

后来我总算学会了如何去爱可惜你早已远去消失在人海

后来,终于在眼泪中明白有些人一旦错过就不再

后来我总算学会了如何去爱可惜你早已远去消失在人海

后来,终于在眼泪中明白有些人一旦错过就不再

永远不会再重来有一个男孩爱着那个女孩...